I always believe that money holds certain power, authority and spell on people but its only now that I am seeing and feeling the feel of its hand, power of its command, how it lure people and how it transform people and relationship…
Money makes people greedy, rude, inhumane, dense and fabricate the most unthought of stories that makes you want to hit the person’s head on the wall… Yeah.. I am not war freak person nor am I the type who gets involve in squabbles but I am no saint as well. I have limitations. Right now I am trying to keep my calm and hoping things will be okay.
Darn TAX!!! Darn TAX Refund!!!! Darn Money!!!!
It feels good to buy your own new pair of VANS because you have money but DAMMIT I hate money because you make me see the worst side of human nature-Greed.:(
Yeah you’re a thousand years from me… My preferences were extreme. If not too old, too young…What is wrong with me??? It takes a while before I like someone but I always like someone whom I know there is no possibility…:( How sad?!!!
When December started I felt a pang of pain, and an unexplainable panic rising. Here in Canada, 13th month pay is not much of a trend or a performance bonus unlike in Philippines, and unfortunately I have to undergo root canal so I was really frantic about my finances. If you can see my mind through my eyes, you’ll think you’re seeing a balance sheet because I am making all the time a mental accounting of my credits and debits!:p The tooth problem was something I didn’t expect. Sa Pinas, swipe ko lang yan either through my health plan or through my credit card! :D Never did I consider it a hassle at all, aside from the fact that I barely have problems with it. Oh my God, I was After hearing the mass last, last Saturday, I told myself that I will try to be more cheerful about the holidays because its my someone special’s birthday. Its rude to be sad and grumpy because of life’s hassle when Jesus will be celebrating His birthday. And of course our bunso will have her birthday as well… Then all nice stuffs start to come in… Things start to fit in…The magic of Christmas! I am still watching out for my budget and trying not to go over the board.
As I wrapped my gifts last night, I can’t help but be happy…thankful for all the little things that I have…I can’t help being happy…I am really hoping that this Christmas will be okay…
are the ones who can hurt you sooo deep as if it cuts through your bone marrow?
These are my theories…
- They can hurt you the most because you let down your guard with them. No pretends and no masks.
- When you love someone, you want to make them happy and you entwined their happiness to yours. You’re happy when he/she/them is/are happy. You make the efforts…:p
- When you love someone, you expect something. You can deny this or not but deep inside in your core you somehow expect to be cared for, considered, and valued at some degree. It’s natural… There is no such thing as an unconditional love… Only Jesus can do it. :D
I guess people were right when they say that you shouldn’t love anyone 100%, be it fraternal, erotic, or platonic love, you should leave at least 1% to yourself so it wont hurt when things don’t work out because loving someone is a gamble… Unless insurance companies can insure love and relationships, you are putting yourself at your own risk. :D
